Krishnamurti

I've never been so intrigued and felt such a profound truth in any other speaker or writer than Jiddu Krishnamurti. Many other authors / speakers have lead me in the right direction, but none have shook me as hard. It feels as though every other guide has lead me to this one. Which, of course, is naturally true, yet I have difficulty imagining someone being able to explain the unexplainable in a better way for humans to understand. Atleast, from where I'm sitting anyway. He asks so many questions and forces you to examine so many situations. He is passionate and knows that of which he is talking about. I've watched videos of him on YouTube for the past several weeks. I can feel he often must twist and twirl his words in order for us to better understand certain things. I find his words more revealing instead of inspiring. As though he was a chef that finally told the world the secret ingredient in his famous pasta sauce. I know I will stay with Krishnamurti for a long while, inquiring, like two old friends having a nice chat (like he would say), about what it is to be really alive and living. I pray one day to be able to absorb enough water and soap on my sponge so that I have sufficient matter to squeeze for those that need to be washed.